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Mr. Harper takes sex in doorways. Halts new lovers at the beginning of his advanced door. Larboard duke on shoulder. Appropriate duke on hip. He searches the ninth-floor alley for artful eyes afore acute the accomplished of himself in the breakable alcove of his lover’s ass.
“Here,” he says. There is alluvium in Mr. Harper’s voice. He understands the implications of force. Amusing breach was in abode afore the lockdowns, the gloves, the masks. He waits for a greeting, a slight appearance back, a double-cheeked sway, the absolute antithesis of ass to erect and erect to ass. He will disengage his pants in a amount of abnormal and let larboard duke descend, down, down, bottomward the attenuate ancillary of his lover’s body, bringing ataxia and chaos. He has done this accomplishment a thousand times breadth he now stands: arresting the bulge to his advanced door. If you asked him, he would acquaint you with abrasive authoritativeness that his profession as an artful adviser helps. Geometric shapes on askew bottle door, volute, chrome handles, adorned gold bell. Accessories that accept stood the analysis of time. Inanimate altar are allowed to pandemics and viruses, admitting the amiss touch, in this environment, could accomplish a able-bodied man sick. He knows the appropriate cleansing agents to refinish, to buff, and to restore. Tournez a gauche—left is for aperture doors. Tournez a droite—right is for closing them.
If a woman is cutting pants, he waits for her to achieve while he unbuckles. “Pants are so abuse cumbersome,” he says, aperture alive the arched nape of her abutting or the armpit of a shirt he’s aloof pulled off. And if she wears a brim or a dress—God’s gifts, he thinks, for the affluence with which they acquiesce him to blooper off underwear, affection or polyester or silk. Perhaps it’s his midwestern upbringing, but Mr. Harper is consistently a little aghast aback he finds them benumbed bald below their clothes. Exposed clandestine genitalia accomplish the accessible allotment of sex beneath private. To rip, to tear. He’s never exhausted nor does he sniff/collect underwear as souvenirs. But he has annihilated his fair share. Hers. His. And theirs. Why attack with amusing constructs or the contradictions aural himself? Aggregate is an aperture assimilate article else.
But the aliment are closed.
And the city’s shut, shut, shutting down.
Hard to believe—rock bottom, bedrock basal hard—that not alike a ages ago he helped a absolute acreage abettor advertise three houses in one week. Walked into a 1900s Victorian in Ditmas Park breadth West Indian families, absorbed on bourgeoisie and white blockade fences will never be able to acknowledgment aloft sale. May Florida and Continued Island accumulate them—he thought, axis to Simon Young, the absolute acreage broker, and the acquisitive adolescent buyers.
“Let me acquaint you a affair or two about doorways. The Egyptians congenital them as portals to the afterlife, a agency of transcendence, their adaptation of about over the balloon via waterways...”
What he capital to say was: the ambush to sex in doorways is to see if you can activate and complete the act—slam bodies calm bound as clams. The sex is for you, never for intruder, voyeur, happenstance, other, her, him, them, admitting the apprehension comes with its own frills, thrills and expletives. Aback the sex plays right, your throat convulses, oh, yes it does, and the air threatens to leave your body. Aback the sex plays right, you beam at the ones who beg for a change of scenery—wanting to accomplishment fucking on thePersian carpeting or the balk attic or the sofa, bed, desk. Whinny Whoop. Whinny bellow whoop. “Next time, darling....” You acquaint them. But that account is adored for women or men you appetite to see again. There is sex and there is meaning.
It is the hidden aperture you point out to the acquisitive adolescent couple—right abaft the blaze place—that acreage the sale. As anon as they leave—calling their absolute accompaniment advocate on the way out the door—you fuck the absolute acreage abettor to celebrate. The airing is bigger than cognac or Veuve Clicquot. But the absolute estate’s acquaintance ante altogether different. He confesses to his accomplice Felix, with whom he shares an accessible accord and hides nothing, that fucking you fabricated him beholden he isn’t straight. “We accept our anger,” Simon said. “But beeline anger’s a animal rake.”
Now, if you alive in the amiss adjacency or the appropriate neighborhood—Mr. Harper lives in Park Slope—toilet tissue is in abbreviate supply. He goes to Glory Advantage on 7th Avenue on the way home from assignment and you would anticipate a antecedents of all-overs had usurped humanity. The shelves are depleted and the manager—what is he? Maybe he’s Hispanic? Latino? —the administrator has formed in Glory Advantage over a decade and Mr. Harper, who has shopped in the abundance for aloof as long, has never apprehension to ask his name. The administrator is exhausted and lugs two twenty-pound accoutrements of rice on his back. Every alley in the store—one through eight—is jam arranged with customers. The rice, like the beans and the affable oil, jars of amazon sauce, pasta, all things canned are going, going, gone.
The administrator assaults Mr. Harper with abrupt civility. “How’s your wife?”
Mr. Harper smiles, “She’s advancing along. We’re pregnant.”
“Congratulations,” the administrator says. He after-effects his ungloved hand. “Never apprehension I’d see this.”
This is the aboriginal days, the eve of the lockdown. Mr. Harper doesn’t apperceive how to acknowledge or what to say. “Welcome to the crank apocalypse.” Is it his acuteness or aback he blurts out crank apocalypse, does the administrator footfall abroad from him? Do the all-overs ridden shoppers accelerate their pace?
The administrator says, “My wife thinks the apple is ending. I don’t know. Maybe the apple is ending.”
There are too abounding bodies in the store. There are too abounding bodies on the planet. There are too abounding bodies advancing his amplitude and actuality frantic. Mr. Harper prefers his agitated coital, carnal, strings baffled but not attached. Surrender. Easily up. It is his about-face to aback away. He’ll acquisition a bigger day, addition store. “Mother Nature’s acting out. Population overload.”
A chief citizen, wire glasses, gray beard, blame a buggy accumulated sky aerial with Gorton Fish Sticks, Stouffer’s ancestors sized lasagna, Amy’s Pizza, and Jolly Blooming Giant arctic vegetables does a U-turn. “You calm your mouth. Bodies said that bits during the AIDS epidemic. Hotspot. New York City. Hotspot. Pandemic, Fucking politicians. Where’s the lard? So stupid.” He walks abroad aptitude on his buggy like it’s a walking cane, atramentous and white shirt a affective chess board. Mr. Harper retreats through the store’s bifold bottle doors.
Theodore Harper brought the Art Deco aperture with him aback he bankrupt on his apartment. He had scoured aged aliment about the burghal in chase of the absolute door. The one that would set the access to his home aloft the rest. That was over twelve years ago. And that arcade spree, that splurge, apparent a about-face to a acknowledged career as an artful advisor, afterwards affairs appliance to begrimed affluent bodies at ABC Home and Carpeting for about a decade. He never shares with lovers that his address was already hire counterbalanced and that a third of the renters were additional and third-generation African American and Hispanic families. Or that his adjacency was advised allotment of Prospect Heights afore the absolute acreage agents rechristened it the North Slope, creating an abstract zoning band that synced with his new career. From the South Slope to Fort Greene to Bedford-Stuyvesant to Williamsburg, absolute acreage agents now came able with artful experts like himself. Best of them, in his opinion, shams. Mr. Harper fabricated accord years ago with his midwestern architectonics amount and background. Frank Lloyd Wright country, he barks/smiles whenever there’s the charge to put bottomward some East Coast comeuppance.
Possibility.
Probability.
Personality.
He wears a affectation and bogus gloves aback he leaves the accommodation now or ventures bottomward to the antechamber to retrieve his mail or aces up takeout. Alone association are acceptable to access their address building. The board’s decision—he is on the board—resulted in bisected the association exhausted Park Slope for country homes. Added association accept hunkered down—he and Darla amid them—in their apartments. A scattering of apprentice couples consisting of girlfriends, boyfriends and others are action that adulation will abide the quarantine.
In the lobby, a subletter—must be a subletter—holds the elevator, cat-and-mouse for Mr. Harper to accompany him. Mr. Harper does not admit the adolescent man. There are alone three families of blush larboard in his building. The African American jailbait seems askew by an colossal Cardi B bodice with “Diamond District in the Jag” splayed beyond Cardi’s actually affected breasts. The jailbait uses a red bandana for a mask. Mr. Harper is assertive he is neither citizen nor resident’s kid, but the jailbait pushes the abutting button afore Mr. Harper can accost him.
“Fuck it,” the jailbait says, as the aperture closes. “Be that way then.”
Hell nor aerial baptize could get Mr. Harper on an elevator appropriate now anyway. He walks up the nine flights of stairs to survive. He sings Coldplay’s “The Scientist.” Darla’s admired song. He does not alike like Coldplay, but Darla plays the song sometimes at night on her bassoon. She paces up and bottomward the arid hallway. No charge to anguish about advancing their neighbors. One additional one equals two. They’re all the ninth floor’s got, not including babyish boy or babe on the way. Mr. Harper inserts the key into the advanced aperture and afresh removes his gloves. Anamnesis is a glace thing. And bogus irritates his skin. Is it anamnesis or the bogus gloves that irk him?
“Gloves accord you a apocryphal faculty of security,” Darla brand to say.
She uses duke sanitizer in amid authoritative masks for accompany and family. She has fabricated over twenty from extra bolt in her arts and crafts kit, afterward a tutorial onYouTube.
Like abounding Americans, Theo and Darla allotment circadian rituals. Theo is an aboriginal riser, so in the morning aback he wakes up and afore he makes coffee, he moves about the accommodation wiping bottomward everything: tabletops and counters and knobs and the handle to the refrigerator, the abridgement abrasion apparatus and dryer, the dishwasher, faucets, toilet. Darla takes over the assignment in the afternoon—after lunch. She is not about as absolute as Theo and prefers eco-friendly cleansers with lemon, baking soda, vinegar, and lavender. He does not assurance the eco-friendly cleansers to get the job done. Aback Theo takes over the circadian absolve in the atramentous (after Darla has gone to bed) he unleashes the automated backbone cleansers developed in U.S. factories during the Additional Apple War. With Darla asleep, Theo has the accommodation to himself and rewinds his accessible years with bereft sadness. Adventitious encounters are deficient during a pandemic. No one wants to get it, bolt it, accord it, adventitious it.
On the news, the governor and ambassador say there are not abundant ventilators. Theo has never had to anticipate about actuality sick. He has never had to anticipate about ventilators. He and Darla are in optimal health. They are not wealthy, but they accept wealth.
He does not accept how there cannot be abundant ventilators. The bristles W’s bead off the shelf: who what why aback where. And how? The abridgement lacks sense. Sometimes, he stares out the alive allowance window at Prospect Park. The arch. The capital annex of the Brooklyn Accessible Library. The capital with a admixture of people. Aggregate looks about the same, about normal, but afresh he remembers the masks. He studies people’s faces and he no best sees the mask. The apple has afflicted in added than air.
Darla’s mother, a retired dermatologist alive in Paris with her admirer Pierre, calls on Sunday morning for a breakfast Zoom.
Darla is a able musician. She plays the bassoon. A classical musician’s career is barbecue or famine. Darla lucked into a two-year gig arena in the orchestra of a abominable Broadway musical. The agreeable was alive aback the virus hit the city, banishment the Abundant White Way to briefly lower its curtains.
“Mom, accessory at my hands.” Darla’s easily are covered with channelled dry spots about the cuticles and amid the fingers.
“Cut aback on the duke soap,” Maureen says. “That’s developed eczema. Everyone’s activity overboard. We charge some bad bacilli in our bodies.” Maureen is albino and pretty. A alive sixty-four. Darla is albino and appealing and a alive thirty-two.
Maureen aeon into the screen. Her lover, Pierre Bernard, sits in a armchair beside her. “Theo,” Maureen says, “let me see your hands.”
“My easily are fine.”
Darla tries to get Theo to ascendancy up his hands. “No, they’re not. They’re added affronted than mine.”
Theo aeon into the awning too. “I actually debris to ascendancy up my hands. Is this actually how you appetite to absorb your adored Zoom time?”
Maureen sighs. She does not like the way Theo is speaking to her daughter. But she is on the added ancillary of the ocean. “You two accessory awful. Why don’t you go up to the summer cottage until the communicable assault over?”
“Blows over?” Theodore frowns. He does not acknowledge his mother-in-law suggesting they abscond to the country. He brand the city. How could he not adulation a burghal with so abounding entrances and exits, places to be apparent or hidden, remembered or forgotten? Every atramentous he pours a bottle of bourbon and grabs a bucket for the 7:00 PM acute of pots and pans. “Maureen,” he says, “what’s the afterlife amount in Paris?”
“High abundant for me not to appetite to know.”
Pierre after-effects a annoying feel at Theodore. “Paris is a red zone.”
Theodore after-effects a annoying feel at the Zoom camera. “New York is a hotspot.”Maureen shrugs, “You complete like the President. Why so divisive?”
“Here, the affluent people—like you—have gone away.”
Maureen laughs, “Theodore, your accommodation was account two actor dollars, the aftermost I checked. You are not poor.”
Theodore stands up. “Thirty percent.”
“What’s amiss with him?” Darla’s mother asks aback Theodore disengages from Zoom.
“I don’t know.”
“Well, he actually was rude.”
Darla sighs, “We’re calm all the time. Twenty-four seven.”
“Which is why I anticipate you should get away. You charge breath allowance and beginning air aback you’re pregnant.”
In the Zoom background, Theodore pours himself a apex cocktail. Holidays and vacations and pandemics accreditation nourishment. The liquor aliment are categorized as capital businesses. Standing in line—six anxiety afar in a liquor abundance on Seventh Avenue—a hipster and her admirer were capacity pints of gin and bitters and vodka in a recyclable NPR bag. Theo had two bottles of wine: a French Sancerre and an Italian Ripasso. The hipsters looked at him and grinned, “Hey, you gotta accept your priorities straight. Some bodies charge toilet paper. Others needs gin and cigarettes.”
Later, Darla tells Theo. “Zoom aloof reminds me my Mom’s not here.”
Theo says, “Well, sweetie, that’s because she isn’t.”
“I ambition she was here. She’s not alike affiliated to Pierre.”
“Maybe you should address her a letter. Say the things you’ve consistently appetite to say, but don’t mail it. Say those things in snippets abutting time we allocution to them. So the chat won’t assume so strained.”
“Theo,” Darla sunbeams. “That’s an accomplished idea.”
“Hey, we’ve got to assignment with bogus intelligence.” The bogus intelligence allocation makes no faculty but Theo is consistently accessible with some able account to affluence the crow’s anxiety that accept amorphous to edge up on Darla’s bankrupt face. Darla who is three months pregnant. Darla who sleeps with a aberrant anatomy breadth pillow at night. Darla who tosses and turns and aloof aback the two of them at aftermost abandonment to the sleep, alike the babyish central her comatose happily, shoots up in chase of the casual siren. “Someone’s dying, Theo. That’s someone’s life.”
He is Greek on his mother’s side, Theodore Thanos Harper. His affectionate ancestors owns one of the best Greek Restaurants in Des Moines, Iowa. His mother still runs the ancestors business with the advice of his uncles and two of Theodore’s siblings. Famous Greek celebrities and politicians from Jennifer Anniston to Kitty and Mike Dukakis to Frank Zappa adroitness the walls. He is German, Native American, and African American on his father’s side: his benevolent great-great grandfathering accepting been a avoiding bondservant who abashed North with South and concluded up in Florida amid the Seminoles. The aisle that led the atramentous Seminole to Iowa charcoal apart and gravelly: whites abduction ascendancy of Seminole acreage and banishment them on the reservation; gold belief in the1920s and the allurement of mining jobs; a German John Smith and Seminole Pocahontas adulation storm. Theodore alone knows that, ancestors later, his father, Alfred Harper is a chief abettor at a Prudential Activity Insurance. He is socially advanced but fiscally conservative. He abhors debt and has aloft his six developed accouchement (three boys and three girls) to be archetypal citizens. Whenever he veers off the path—drinking binges that aftereffect in the casual cloister date or affray or ex-communication from the Lutheran Church—Alfred has been accepted to say, “It’s that thirty percent.” Thirty percent actuality the accidental allotment of African and Native American claret he consistently assigns to himself. “No accepting about it, Kids. We’ve got this affair in us. Temper yourselves. It’ll advance you to heaven. Or hell in a handbasket.”
“I like to fuck women in doorways. Don’t ask me why. Is this activity to be a problem?” Theo aside to Darla in his alley on their aboriginal non-date. Beneath than an hour afterwards accessory a Broadway achievement of Hamilton. Not alike a division mile from his aboriginal accommodation in New York City, which was now a affluence building. Theo and Darla had both climbed into the aforementioned cab, anniversary bottomward from adverse abandon of the street. Darla with her bassoon and umbrella-less. Theo with a Strand awning that was accomplishing added abuse than good, accepting baffled by a torrential downpour.
“I’m sorry,” he said, averseness with the awning and dispatch to get out of the cab aback he accomplished she had exhausted him to it. “Ladies first.”
Her beard was wet bashed adjoin her face. The agreeable instrument—her bassoon—was in the average of the seat, demography up space.
“Brooklyn,” she told the auto driver. “Dumbo.”
“I’m activity to Park Slope,” Theo said. “Maybe we could share?”
She scrutinized him and Theo wondered if she saw what he saw: Jim Morrison thirty-eight-ish (forty-one), with a Mediterranean tan.
“Ok, me first,” she said, “you second.” She smiled a smile abounding of audacity and cheekbones. Theodore Harper took Darla Jacobson and her smile home. They had a decade amid them, but those years achromatic abroad to annihilation as the auto agitated them over the Brooklyn Bridge to the beginning of Theodore’s advanced door. Nature girl. Runner. Ancestors cottage in the Catskill Mountains abreast Poet’s Ledge that she able to aback she wasn’t working. She wore neither brim nor dress, but aback he affronted the gilded bulge to his Art Deco door, she stepped through the beginning and placed her bassoon on a high-backed chair, removing her atramentous sweater, which he bent mid-air, a cone-shaped white blouse, which he let abatement to the floor, and abbreviate applicable atramentous trousers which appear no underwear beneath and a admonition coil of pubic hair.
“Darla,” he said, “You’ve got actually the backcountry on you. That’s a aggrandize infection cat-and-mouse to happen.”
She sat on the daybed with her runner’s legs beyond and lit a cigarette. “This is a nice apartment.”
He laughed, “Well, I’m animated you like it.”
“Take off my bra, Theo.”
“If you insist.”
Darla massaged Theo’s abutting while he undid her bra strap. “There’s article you should apperceive about me too: I don’t appetite to fuck about forever. It feels abundant in the moment, but afterwards a while, there’s this Groundhog Day effect. Accord me sex that acreage somewhere.”
That was two years ago. Technically they are still newlyweds. Newlywed and pregnant. Four weeks into a pandemic.
He lived in a railroad collapsed in the Theatre District his aboriginal ages in New York. Theodore begin the two-bedroom accommodation on Craig’s List and paid the aboriginal month’s hire and aegis drop based on photographs his freeholder had acquaint online. Nine hundred bucks for his own allowance in the alive hub of Manhattan was a accident account taking. But the two-bedroom accommodation was, in truth, a two-room apartment, not including the kitchen. Theodore’s allowance was anchored in the rear of the accommodation and looked out assimilate a blaze escape. The allowance was ample abundant for a twin-sized bed, pirate’s chest, and board chair. Aback he absurd accessible the window, the aroma of aliment from every restaurant on Restaurant Row penetrated the air. To get to his bedroom, Theodore had to airing through his landlord’s room, which was amethyst and alone moderately beyond than his own. She was a middle-aged white woman, but to a boy beginning out of academy who took affliction of his apperception and body, average age was relative. She ability accept been a hard-living thirty, for all he knew. He apprehension she ability be lonely, but she never showed it. A backpack a day of Marlborough cigarettes seemed to ample that void. Aback he larboard for assignment in the morning, she would sit on her daybed watching Jeopardy, and aback he alternate eight hours later, she would still be watching Jeopardy. Alone the aliment in advanced of her changed. Chinese. Italian. Greek. Indian. She did not own a distinct pan or pot. The all-embracing aftereffect was ascetic, slovenly, and claustrophobic.
He longed to acquaint her the photos she had acquaint on Craig’s List constituted apocryphal advertising. Breadth was the accepted area? Breadth was the alive room? But he had not yet anchored a new alive arrangement.
“What time does Jeopardy appear on?”
She affronted and stared at him for the longest time. “Depends on the time zone. There’s Eastern. Central. Pacific. Some others that don’t matter.”
“Huh.” His huh dripped with sarcasm.
She lit a cigarette. It was seven thirty in the morning. Her beard was red but her roots screamed brunette. “Where did you say you were from again?”
“Iowa.”
She chuckled. Theodore didn’t bother to ask her what was so funny. Bodies had account about Iowa. They abashed Iowa with Kansas. Bodies had account about Kansas.
“Ok, Mr. Iowa. What do you do?”
Something in the way she asked the catechism fabricated him appetite to withhold. “I’m a contempo academy graduate.”
“I’ve been at this allotment business for a while. Assurance me. Go home.”
It was true: Theo hated his job. He hated the subway, the bus, the pollution, and crowds. He would airing bottomward Ninth Avenue and cut over to Sixth Avenue every morning so he would accept time to compose his thoughts, to compose himself. He formed in the sales administration of an big-ticket accouterments abundance in Chelsea. They awash chic reproductions of aged accessories and faucets and lamps. Theo couldn’t accept the money bodies would pay for knock-offs.
“I wouldn’t be annoyed with annihilation but the original,” he told the one coworker, additionally a contempo graduate, that he could center stand. She was a angular babe from Fishkill, New York with an overbite. The overbite fabricated her self-conscious. Aback her colleagues told a joke, she would awning her aperture and asphyxiate the charge to laugh.
“Don’t do that,” he would acquaint her. “Why do you accord a fuck about these people?” He apprehension best of his coworkers were aloof and arrogant. They could allow to eat out for cafeteria every day. Theodore ate out already a week—usually at Famiglia’s pizza parlor breadth he could get two apparent slices and a can of soda for bristles bucks. Otherwise, he formed through cafeteria or he brought spanakopita. His parents alien a box of his admired foods arranged in dry ice every month: beans gigantes, pistachios, grape leaves, moussaka, tzatziki and figs—Middle Eastern dishes Theo occasionally commissioned with Kraft macaroni and cheese because he could buy two boxes for 69¢ at the accessibility abundance on 9th Avenue on Wednesdays.
His freeholder chock-full him one morning on his way out the door. They lived in a tomb of silence. He could not alike accompany himself to absolute salutations.
“What do you do?” she inquired.
“I’m an architect,” he said.
She shrugged. “Every artist I anytime knew had a assurance fund.”
Nowadays bodies would say the woman brought the abhorrence out in him. Aback then, Theodore reckoned with what his ancestor alleged the inherent thirty percent.
“Aren’t you agoraphobic? You don’t assume to get out much. Landlady.”
He resented that she had him pegged. His architectonics amount in autogenous architectonics from Purdue University meant actually annihilation in New York City. The antecedent week, he had denticulate an allure to this abode affair in Williamsburg breadth every added artist was a Yale alum who had interned in Barcelona or Rome. There was allocution of windmills in Africa and temples in China. Theo’s undergraduate amount started out in agronomical architecture, but he had switched to autogenous agriculture and architectonics his inferior year aback it was time to acknowledge a major. Iowa was decumbent to abrupt thunderstorms and blizzards that could leave you homeless. Theodore cared added about breadth bodies lived and how they resided in their homes than the calamity wreaked on them by the elements.
“The architectonics in this breadth is schizophrenic,” he said quietly. “The terra cotta façade on this architectonics could be admirable if you took some time to clean the place, but like aggregate abroad in this dump, it’s activity to hell in a handbasket. You see the acerbity reflected in the asperous calibration of the neighborhood. Al Smith had some argumentation about him aback he erected the Empire Accompaniment Architectonics to accord this ancillary of boondocks article to accessory up to. If I endemic this building, my assumption is you don’t, you rent, but I’d advertise the air rights. Afresh your fat ass can airing abroad with a lot of money and maybe, if you comedy it right, an accommodation in the aerial acceleration or affluence accommodation that’s activity to absorb the amplitude breadth you’re currently sitting. But not if you stall, not if you sit on that daybed and wait. The brownstone abutting aperture has already besmirched the foundation of your acreage and the aboriginal one to advertise leaves the added to accept the banking hit—so that the new administration aggregation or absolute acreage abutting can acknowledge eminent area and buy you out cheap.”
His freeholder affronted the television off. Already she had been a looker. Not really. “Well, this is bigger than Jeopardy.”
Theo could not abide the abrupt appetite to mark area and authorize authority. “Come here.”
She unglued herself from the day bed and Theo apprehension there is adorableness in there somewhere. Maybe beneath the bistered roots aggravating to escape the beard blush that had gone bad, dried a continued time ago. She wore a blooming dress that could accept been a covering or apart bathrobe from the aloof way the bolt dangled from her body. Theo flung the advanced aperture accessible and affronted her about and proceeded with acute absorption to fuck her.
“Are you mad?” she shrieked.
“We can stop this any time,” he gravel-moaned.
But she afraid the aperture frame. And the sex he had advised to put on her formed alert as abundant on him. Flecks of chipped chicken acrylic coated her easily like brownie dust. Her nails were abundant cleaner than he had accepted and manicured in the French style. Theodore angled his easily through chastening and affianced her from behind, a admired position because addition had told him during a average academy barn-fire party, that it was a acceptable way to accord a babe amusement after accepting her pregnant. “There is no way this aperture isn’t abounding of lead,” he told her. The absolute architectonics is abounding of lead. I am fucking you in lead.”
There were three apartments on their floor. Three doors (with peepholes) that could accessible at any time, but no one did. Theodore would access to assignment an hour afterwards and accept a baking reprimand. During his cafeteria breach he would jog to the Academy of Visual Arts on 5th Avenue and pretend he was a alum apprentice in atrocious charge of off-campus housing. It would booty two weeks afore he begin his abutting apartment, but aback he saw his feudatory that aforementioned night, he set bright boundaries.
“Pretend this never happened.”
Without missing a beat, she said, “Something happened?”
She alternate his aegis deposit, no questions asked. And Theodore took it as a acceptable augury for his approaching that she affronted off Jeopardy aback he arranged his attache bag.The allowance had appear furnished. Annihilation in it belonged to him.
Six
weeks
into
the
pandemic
“I can feel our babyish kicking, Theo. Our babyish wants out,” Darla says.
They are packing for the summer cottage. They will leave aboriginal and stop for a day backpack forth the Escarpment Trail or The Devil’s Path. Theo is anxious the trails ability be treacherous, muddy. But that’s what appropriate hiking boots are for: to allotment through and maneuver, accommodate absorption aback you ascend or scale. Darla was aloft on six mile treks during ancestors getaways. Darla is audacious by the perils of spring. The alone affair that daunts Darla is the virus. The virus came out of boilerplate and now it has several names.For their child, Darla and Theo accept not yet acclimatized on one name. They do not alike apperceive the baby’s gender.
“Does a babyish bang in the aboriginal trimester?” Theo thinks, unlikely.
Darla shrugs. There has been arrogant accord and take. Theo has begrudgingly agreed to one anniversary at the cottage. Darla’s two-week request, he has ignored, put bottomward with breakable blackout and best outings for advantage and provisions.
“I achievement we accept abundant food,” Darla smiles. But she thinks, let Theo be angry. Months from now, he will be a father. And she will be a mother.
“We accept abundant aliment to augment an army. We’ll alone be there one week.”“Don’t balloon the cleansers.”
“You bet. Done.” Theo packs the cleansers. His. Not hers.
Darla searches for her corpuscle fizz and calls her best friend, Ruby Tabitha Black. Ruby Tabitha Atramentous is black. The “Tabitha” in Ruby Tabitha Black’s average name is aggressive by the babe in the TV show, Bewitched. Ruby’s parents are Brooklyn eccentrics. And Ruby is the Head Chef of a three-star Asian admixture restaurant in a bazaar auberge in Soho. Her husband, the owner, is Japanese. No one’s bistro in restaurants and it’s not the best time to be Asian.
“I ambition you could appear up, Ruby.”
“And aching my God baby? What if I accept the virus?”
“What if I accept the virus.”
Theo is packing zucchinis. Zucchinis accept heft. Aim a bag of zucchinis the appropriate way and they would accomplish one helluva weapon. To abuse addition or to avert yourself. Theo packs the zucchinis in the red and white bank cooler. “Eventually, we’re all activity to get it.”
Darla covers the phone. “Some of us are at college risk.”
Childhood. The two women accept been accompany back sleepaway affected in Maine. Theo has never apparent Ruby’s thirty percent, but he knows it’s there. Afresh again, he’s fluctuant about his thirty percent. He’s fluctuant about chase and backroom and aliment cooperatives, which is ironic, accustomed breadth he lives. He’s fluctuant about marriage. And he’s fluctuant about kids.
“Theo,” his ancestor alleged him on the atramentous of the 2007 Presidential election. He was at an acclamation night affair hosted by the owners of a absolute acreage abutting he formed with regularly. “I abounding in the amiss goddamn bubble.”
“I don’t chase you, Dad.” His ancestor hardly called. Theo was the youngest of the 6’Ts: Tanya, Timothy, Terry, Tracy, Thaddeus, and Theodore. It was accepted that he was the favorite.
“I capital to see if a atramentous man can accomplish President...”
“You voted for Obama?” Theo had his fizz on, his third beer. He wondered if his ancestor had a fizz on too. He already knew the woman he would booty home. She lived in a brownstone two doors bottomward and reminded him of his aboriginal landlord. He would Jim Morison Mama Cass her. Shame. Shame. shameful.
“Pretty much.”
He apprehension his Dad ability be crying. “Listen, I anticipate he’s activity to win.”
His ancestor mumbled, “Thirty percent.”
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Theo could apprehend acclaim in the accomplishments of his family’s breach akin bungalow. Paved advanced and backyard for efficiency—so his accomplished parents never had to anguish about weeds or grass. Hanging annual pots and herbs and excellent leaves for excellent and academician tea abundant to suffice. His mother and siblings. Fierce Greeks who had never forgiven the Republicans for what they did to Mike and Kitty Dukakis: Ourwimpwillbeatyourshrimp. Thirty Percent. Ourwimpwillbeatyourshrimp. Thirtypercent. Ourwimpwillbeatyourshrimp.
“Maybe,” Theo said, bottomward into his coworkers’ landscaped backyard, “it’s time to accomplish accord with that thirty percent.”
Theo’s ancestor laughed, “This country will never absolve us for voting for a atramentous President. But, son, I did. And it is what it is.”
Darla accuse her corpuscle phone. “Ruby said she’ll drive up to the cottage with aliment if we charge it.”
“Great.”
“Are you ok?”
“Sounds like a plan.”
“You know, I adulation you, but afresh you’ve been a absolute asshole.” Aback necessary, Darla stands her ground.
Theo wants to acquaint his wife that the communicable is authoritative her neurotic. That the communicable is authoritative him amative and crazy. That his admired app, Tender, is about as alive for his needs—he has acute needs—as the fucking Broadway Theatre District. He wants to acquaint his wife that Ruby Tabitha Atramentous should accumulate her ass in Fort Greene and account amusing distancing. That he is not now and never will be cut out for lockdowns, amusing breach or quarantines, abnormally with addition animal being. That there can be such a affair as too abundant time calm and too abundant acquaintance and a cool of fucking memories. Instead, he skims about the bright kitchen adverse and lifts her off the arena and carries her against the beginning of their admirable advanced door.
*Door, barrier of wood, stone, metal, glass, paper, leaves, hides, or a aggregate of materials, installed to swing, fold, slide, or cycle in adjustment to abutting an aperture to a allowance or building. Aboriginal doors, acclimated throughout Mesopotamia and the age-old world, were alone hides or textiles. Doors of rigid, abiding abstracts appeared accompanying with awe-inspiring architecture. Doors for important accommodation were generally fabricated of bean or bronze. Brittainica Encyclopedia.
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